Within this frame of reference, women’s menstrual or other physical or psychological pain, gets to be seen clearly as physicalised expressions of the historically enforced enslavement upon the feminine, along with (or as additionally manifested through the holographic manifestation template on planet Earth) personal histories of childhood trauma, neglect, sexual abuse, chronically crossed boundaries without opportunity for correction, physical and emotional torture etc.

Upon inquiring recently on a personal physical set of symptoms that included sudden lower-abdominal bloating and heaviness, I was given some very interesting images and information I felt called to share.

I asked my body why and what it was responding to, in such a manner. 

I was shown the legend of Atalanti (Greek: Αταλάντη), a master huntress in ancient Greek mythology, who was a protegee of Artemis, the goddess of hunting. Atalanti was so excellent a huntress that no man could surpass her. Coveted as she was, many tried to outperform her and take her for a wife but to no success. At last, pressured by her father that she needs to marry, she gave that there would be a competition where anyone could apply to be her husband but only the one who would outrun her would be the one to actually have her. Many tried and failed until one man showed up, who even though physically seeming to be an equal to Atalanti, he relied more on his cunning: while running with her, he would throw golden apples on her way, which she would stop to pick up each time, thus losing ground and allowing the man to finish equal with her, resulting in her accepting to be wed to him.

I was given to understand that in this instance, my own physical body, was purging at that moment the energetic imprints from this particular history/template, which deals with the feminine being forced to marry against her will but still finds a way to feel more empowered amidst trauma that is not to be mitigated thus creating a sense of empowerment (‘’I will only marry the one who outruns me’’) and even then, the master Huntress, being treated like a child that can be tricked by throwing golden apples at her… thus the male taking the credit (‘’look at how I got her to submit’’) but noone even considering that this may have been her choice, to let him win and willingly take the bait. The myth insists that ‘’she could not resist the golden apples’’, as if a master huntress is not able to be mistress of herself and can be coerced by urges that sound more like what we observe in weak-minded male behaviour. It is not all men, but it is a male trait historically to not be able to control one’s urges and resist a juicy apple (symbolic for temptation historically) thrown at them. The myth portrays Atalanti as not in command of her faculties and rather influenced to forget about her sovereignty by something as trivial as… an apple. Notice the parallels with Eve in the Garden of Eden? 

This myth given to me by the consciousness of my body, to explain why my physical vessel was dealing with incredible bloating and discomfort at the time, was to understand that for many spiritually advancing humans, our bodies operate as containers that work hard to transmute the negativity of humanity’s dehumanizing histories. This particular one, had to do with the feminine principle. Not because I am a woman – such histories can be processed also by humans in male bodies, as it concerns the feminine principles within us. The masculine principle within us has endured other kinds of trauma and torture, which is also being purged and transmuted at the time. Let’s not forget that it took enslaving men to anti-life mind control to subjugate women.

What is often left out of that myth, is that Ippomenis, the man who ‘’earned’’ Atalanti, did not win with his own value. He conspired with (fallen) goddess Aphrodite***, who gave him the golden apples. We can conclude by this detail that Atalanti was under trauma based mind control (call it spell or enchantment), making her willing to see an equal in a man who was tricking her. The masculine in her life had not been kind to her generally. Atalanti was abandoned as a baby by her father on a mountain and was thankfully raised by a bear. She grew up to be the only woman who travelled with Jason (Argonautic Crusade) to go retrieve the Golden Fleece. She was famous for her beauty and hunting skills but her father (yes, the same one who abandoned her on a mountain to die), forced her (as a grown, now woman with all her accomplishments) to marry. And may I ask – what kind of a man must you be, to willingly participate in a competition related to marrying a woman against her will – where you also win only by sheer treachery. The imprint of seeing a woman as a challenge and a trophy to be claimed even when she is far above your statute. Atalanti, by the way, did not wish to marry because she had pledged herself to goddess Artemis and desired to remain devoted to that choice. This is thus yet another story of patriarchy stripping away from a woman the right to her spiritual sovereignty and self-determination over her purpose.

The myth excuses Ippomenis under the premise that the rules of the competition imposed that whoever did not win against Atalanti was killed off and so the poor man had to go into it with manipulation in order to win and stay alive. Again… who forced you to go? Many more questions arise when one reflects on the absurdity of the entire myth. Such as: how does a free woman hunting in the mountains get to be under her father’s power again and is being forced to marry? Was it truly Atalanti who placed the rule ‘’those who lose shall be killed?’’. Why would a father leave his baby daughter to die on a mountain? Blood sacrifice is written all over this and I cannot help but think that Atalantis’ father lured and imprisoned his daughter, forced her to marry and used it even as a scheme for further blood ritual sacrifice. For all we know, this… ‘’benevolent’’ King Father may have equally rigidly and murderously ordered the men of the kingdom to participate, whether they wanted it or not. Isn’t this how modern day military works, too? You get summoned and have no choice in the matter. Let’s not forget that back in those days, Kings could wipe out entire populations in villages or specific tribes they felt were inconveniencing them, by orchestrating competitions and other rituals where being the sacrificial offering was even considered an honor, in order to coerce people to willingly participate. As we know, the murderous elites have always seen to it that they at least follow the karmic retribution rules that say: ‘’you must not force them’’. Whether manipulation and coercion applies as means of getting people’s consent, still remains a big question in today’s world, where we are still being thrown at attempts to hijack our consent through coercion or even lies of omission (not sharing the whole truth). This is not informed consent and it is a form of trauma based mind control that has held strong since the days we now consider so old so as to qualify as ‘’mythology’’.

Spiritual circles tout that the feminine is returning but I feel the masculine has been absent as well. So the masculine is returning as well. You see, this has to do with our Father Mother God returning into our lives. We have never seen in the history of humanity what true feminine or true masculine is like. We just have never seen it. We have only seen their fallen versions.

It is more important than ever to stand in unity with those who serve and uphold the Life Impulse principles and work hard to be safe individuals, protectors and guardians for humanity’s ascension. We cannot fall into the planned trick to turn feminine against masculine. Currently in the news, the agenda is clear: show all the abuses done upon the feminine but stir this disclosure in a manner that only serves the controllers and turns humanity against each other. I hold the perspective that those, masculine and feminine, who act in criminal manners and refuse to be rehabilitated, automatically forfeit their right to life and sovereignty and should be treated on legal grounds appropriately. We ought to be careful, to not allow the controllers to manipulate our pain and trauma from what was done to us, allowing them to turn us into enemies of unity, whereby those in female bodies reject automatically those in male bodies and vice versa, lest we become what we have been experiencing within the frames of patriarchy (and matriarchy when it became twisted in the past).

What we need is divine union in leadership and in all matters. Patriarchy and matriarchy as they are presented in the mainstream, are not the solution, as they are both different sides of the same corrupt coin: holding exclusive power. Many argue that matriarchy puts the power into the circle, not a leader. I say, we were not there to see what happened when this was the status quo. Groups and ‘’circles’’ are also extremely dangerous, as they can be easily manipulated to create enmity. What we need is personal integrity and sovereignty to ensure we are not corruptible and swayed into acting out agendas that were never our own. Until we start peeling back the layers of mind control within the current stages of humanity’s evolution, we are still very much hijackable and thus dangerous to any good-hearted intentions for unity that doesn’t threaten individual sovereignty in favour of group-body harmony.

With love and appreciation,

Elina Auriel

*** in my various inner journeys looking into ancient Greek mythology of my ancestors, I have encountered time and again the reality that archetypes such as Apollo, Aphrodite and others included in the dodecatheon (12 Gods), where nothing but fallen entities posing as Gods and traumatising humanity with the tragedies they would impose upon humans, hijacking their original manifestation templates literally just for their own entertainment and the feeding of their demonic existence. Zeus would literally shape-shift and appear to beautiful women as bull, swan or other animals only to abduct and rape them. Apollo landed on the Oracle of Delphi where he killed original Guardian Dragon Leyline Keepers and installed his hijacked oracle Pythia, who would give prophecies so skewed and manipulative that were mixed/double/dual messages that would drive humans to their own undoing while having them think that they were led by the will of the Gods. When tragedies finally occurred, the Oracle would abdicate any responsibility of the harm caused and for centuries basically spiritually abusing humanity by exemplifying and teaching that ‘’this is the will of God’’/”the Gods are cruel”, breeding distrust and confusion within the human soul about what communion with God is. This is what happened when whole ancient cultures were tricked into covenants with demonic beings who posed as Gods and built whole civilizations based on trickery, blood sacrifice, spiritual disconnection and abuse. This is the definition of False Light. The fact that ancient Greece is touted as the Cradle of Light of the ancient world, is beyond me… even considering that I am a Greek (and a history buff).