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Hello, beautiful everyone. Welcome to tea and energy healing or I don’t know how to call this, but this is going to be one of those episodes where we just grab some tea and we’re going to talk about a number of things. I hope you have something nice to drink. I made myself like a lemon bulb uh tea. I think it also has lime inside. It’s British tea. But today, I wanted to talk to you about the history of this place that I’ve been calling home for the past 6 years. This is the place you see me in. And when I first moved in here, it was hella haunted. Like, I can’t tell you how haunted it was. If you weren’t here to experience it, you couldn’t understand. something that is happening often and I’ve noticed it not only in places that I’ve been renting privately but also in places that I have gone to to do energy clearing as an energy therapist. What happens often is you go to a place and at first everything looks really pristine and that’s by design this way because so often I have found that many of the different kinds of spirits and energies that you know you are being called to clear as an energy worker they will often sense and feel that you have come for them and they will hide and they will pretend like there’s nothing there and you need to spend some time at the place to understand what’s going on energetically to understand the very imprints of the place and this here was one of these cases of a place that you step in and you think wow I you know we have like this whole panorama it’s like a whole circle with these windows that catches the entire you know uh corner like this is a corner uh house it’s at the corner of a street so you really see the whole area. So these windows, they’re letting in a lot of light and they are a very beautiful feature. So you see that as a first thing and you think, oh my gosh, what an absolutely high vibrational, beautiful, positive, full of light space. And so when we saw that in May of 2020, we thought, come on, it’s a no-brainer. Let’s move here. The kind of things that we’re hiding here, we would come to uncover as the years would go by. And as my work as an energy worker would also develop more towards this direction because I have to say 2016 I started basically working one-on-one on people doing energy work on people and my work with places with clearing the energy of places. That’s something that developed towards the later years and the timeline was very synchronistic because as I was here uncovering the various energetic imprints of this place here because I wanted to live in here right and I was stumbling on some very disruptive energies and issues. So I was learning by doing and then things that I was learning I was taking them and applying them also in my paid jobs as a a friend of mine was calling me a house whisperer. There are energies in spaces that will see you and they will want to hide and they will pretend they are not there. And of course, there’s also energies that when they see you and they understand that you are a a medium, that you are perceptive, that you can hear them and potentially help them move on, they will make it an extra point to come to you and talk to you and get help. So, this is the difference between, you know, disruptive and non-disruptive energies. you know, disruptive energies at those that really refuse to go. So, they will do whatever they can to not be helped out of the spaces that they are stuck in. It seems to me that spirit trapped between two worlds, as we say, as we call earthbound spirits. There’s different kinds of them. And I’ve been talking more about this this week in my uh sacred alchemists membership where I also want to invite you because we’re starting now a series of classes that is called planetary stewardship where I am trying my best to bring you the most effective and efficient tools so that you can do energy healing work on the land including of course your home um you know helping spirits move on wherever you encounter them and a lot of other things. So, I was just talking about uh that in my membership because I’ve seen that there are spirits that get stuck because they are afraid and there’s spirits that get stuck because they refuse to go. They want to stay here. Usually, these are very controlling people in life and so they are very controlling also in death. And of course, we have also earthbound spirits that stay more in like a guardian capacity. And ancestral spirits, they do tend to stay and they have the same sub subcategories, you know, the ancestral earthbounds that refuse to go. They want to continue to control things, you know, and the ancestral energies that stay because they want to help or sometimes they want to keep the energy of a place alive. Like when I went to Scotland, I went to the Kulin Moore. If you guys have been watching a series called Outlander, you will know what it is that I’m talking about. The battle of Kuladin that happened, I think 1746 in April, uh the Jacobite rising. And this Moore, it’s really such a haunting place. I think I should do a video talking about my experiences in Scotland. But there, for example, I encountered so many uh spirits that were staying, not because they were stuck or scared. I actually asked them, “Do you need help?” They were like, “No, no, no. All good. Uh, we’re here because we want to be guardians and we want to stay here to keep the memory alive.” And I I said, “The memory of what exactly? Of the battle itself?” They were like, “No, no, no. The memory of the truth that there were people here who were inclined to stand up against tyranny.” That gave me chills because I’m like nowadays looking at how our world is and how our freedom is just usurped at every corner. And to think that there were generations that laid their lives down so that we can live free. And yeah, it it feels to me the way the world is trying to push us into abdicating our freedom in exchange for all sorts of stupid little trinkets here and there. It feels to me like a complete insult to the memory of such uh ancestral you know forces u like the people at the battle of Kulin but uh yeah so there’s lots of different different kinds of energies the energies that I was dealing with here it was a mixed bag and I also ignored at the time that the other kinds of energies that you could find at a place are interdimensional beings We could even be talking about really like spiritual hierarchies. Um, mostly I mean you know if if you have positive spiritual hierarchies such as angels and archangels or beautiful positive natural spirits, natural elementals, usually this feels very good. But here I’m talking about things that need to be cleared. So I’m talking about negative kinds of spiritual hierarchies. You can imagine the opposite of angelic beings. And I never thought that I would ever encounter such things when clearing homes because I thought that for example maybe demonic beings is something that you only encounter as my old teacher used to say who bless her heart but as the years went by. I’ve I’ve thought to myself so many times, my gosh, what was this woman even saying? Like the ignorance and the lack of responsibility with which many people out there are training energy healers. Like I learned from that woman and I’m grateful. But I went out there and I saw that she was teaching us BS and I had to learn everything myself. Still I’m very grateful because you know every teacher is the right one for us depending on the stage of our journey. probably if the whole truth would have been given to me at that point, I would have not been able to receive it. So, you know, I needed a teacher that was at that level that could introduce me. And the rest I had to find out on my own. But I realized that it wasn’t as my teacher said that demons you only encounter if you have intentionally sat down to do satanic practices and stuff like that. No. No. That’s a tough one. There are so many places where really terrible things have happened and terrible people have tried to harness the energy of those very terrible things that happened and to harness the energy or once you harness the energy you can bind or call in uh yeah demonic beings so that they serve your purposes. So there’s been land and places and houses where I’ve found such entities and I’ve asked my spirit team please shield me from that. I’m not comfortable with that. My spirit team was talking to me a few years back about exorcism and they told me, “Do you know that at some point exorcism is part of your life purpose?” And they tried to talk to me about it, but I was really like, “No, no, no, no, no, no. I can’t even watch a movie where there’s an exorcism or something. I I just can’t watch it. It’s too much, too intense for me. I have fear around it, which I have also figured out. It has to do with the fact that somewhere in my ancestry, there were people who had that experience of um spiritual uh possession or spiritual oppression and they didn’t know how to deal with this. So this fear has kind of been passed down somewhere there in the genetics. So um so my spirit team I’ve noticed they send me to places where where there is when there is something like that something so hardcore they usually show me signals and symbols of that entity so that I don’t see the entity itself because I’m sure I would piss my pants. And so I’m saying all of that to help you understand that spirit will always help us do the work that has been cut out for us to do and they will help us even with things where we feel like we’re not equipped or we think we can’t do it. So um in real time as I was navigating and exploring here the fact that in this place there was a mixed bag of earthbound spirits demonic entities um these were not permanent here but they were coming in and out because the place had such long history of blood sacrifice through old religious cults that were going all the way back in the Roman Empire times. So the place because of these things it had developed or accumulated such energetic uh imprints that there were portals open here alone in this apartment there were five portals. One portal is extremely disruptive. Imagine having one apartment with five portals. It’s no wonder that it has taken me six years to whip this place into shape so to speak. And I have to say that at the same time there has been very positive um supportive helpful energy from the house itself. The house as an entity as a consciousness. It has been a sweetheart in terms of cooperating and working with me to help me clear it. Believe it or not, you would think that a house is inanimate. I beg to differ. And there are houses that will call on to healers to inhabit them, to rent them because places as well they are passing through gateways of transformation and they do uh participate um like yes we want to be cleared. We want to be released from energetic issues that have been going on for centuries. So I was thinking a little bit to share with you the histories very macabra but also very interesting historically histories that I have uncovered in regards to this very beautiful place that I have been living in since August 2020. We saw it for the first time in May 2020. And in August we actually moved in here and it was in the middle of the pandemic. It was very synchronistic. I know that I had to be here. Let’s have some tea. So the work of going to places and clearing them energetically is one thing but also uncovering various deeper issues that are affecting even the land mass reverberating at the level of the land mass and the um planetary grid and going in the grid of the planet and correcting things. Uh that’s called grid work. And again, in my membership, I’m starting to roll out now classes, one every week, where we’re going to be sharing tools about how you can do that as well. And of course, tools to help you build up to the ability to do that because I feel that that’s not just something that we can start doing from one day to the other. We need good education around all sorts of topics. So, if that sounds good to you, join me in the Sacred Alchemist membership. I’m going to leave the links in the description and in the comments below. But just to start with the first thing that I noticed when we first moved here, I was feeling a incredible sadness and it was almost as if it was moving in the space. So I could follow it and I could see that it was kind of moving from the hallway all the way into the bathrooms. And when I followed it and I allowed it to move me as if to enact to act out what that energy was trying to show me. I found myself sitting at the edge of the big bathtub. And that’s when it came to me the entire visual of a woman sitting there and she was grieving because she had lost her baby. So that was um an energetic imprint from a woman who at some point lived here in this house who apparently had a miscarriage and she was having an incredible difficulty emotionally to navigate having had that experience of having a miscarriage. So that was an imprint, an energetic imprint. And that was the first thing that I noticed once we moved in here and we started making ourselves comfortable. And you know how it is, you sleep for a few nights in one place and that’s when everything starts to be revealed. I always say if you want to know what a place is about, go in there and try to sleep. Try to sleep because sometimes you might not close an eye. So I cleared that with prayer and with all of the ways that I knew back then and such kind of things they are very easily uh clearable when they are you know simple imprints like oh there was a challenging experience someone experienced something heavy here so they have left behind a part like like an imprint their emotions were very intense so they left an imprint on the place that can be cleared easily the next thing that I bumped on was late one night my partner asked me to go and fetch him some water. So, I get up, you know, all the lights are off because it’s the middle of the night. We were sleeping actually. And I come into the living room and I’m headed towards the kitchen. And I see with my peripheral, I see with the corner of my eye a woman or well at first I saw a black figure like dressed in black. And of course I jumped a little bit because for me things that are metaphysical don’t scare me as much as things that are physical. Like if I knew that’s a ghost, I wouldn’t have jumped as much. But I thought for a moment there, oh my gosh, is someone in the house? Like someone has broken in the house. So I kind of jumped there and then I realized, oh no, it’s energy. I was like, okay. So I sat at my couch over here and I tuned in and I asked, “Who are you? What can I do for you?” So this figure stepped forth and was revealed to me as a woman in her later years. And she was wearing indeed black clothes. And I remember very distinctively how she was wearing like it had a little bit of white lace around the collar here, but it was really like everything black and also like kind of like a veil over over her. And she was holding a pouch with coins in it. and she showed me that pouch and what I perceived because for me personally that’s how I work with it. It’s very telepathic what happens. All of the communications they are sent through thought forms. So it’s not like we actually speak with words okay to the spirits or that the spirits speak with words to us. No, it’s telepathy. So what the uh spirit cuz I realized oh that’s the spirit of an old woman. What is she doing here? So she beamed at me that she had come to that place here because this was a place that um they wrote her during the first world war to come here and collect monetary compensation for her husband and her son having perished at the war. So she came here and that’s why she was showing me the pouch with the coins. That was the monetary compensation that she had received and she showed it to me with such disdain of like look is this what the lives of our men is worth is valued at you know she was like what do I do with this and yet I have to take it because I need it I need the money so the soul of this woman apparently was traumatized so much through this experience of coming here back then and it’s interesting because this is something that is actually recorded Historically, I think our landlord also kind of dropped it sideways when we were first introduced to the place here that this used to be a uh military headquarter for the French during the First World War. And I will tell you timelines that I have uncovered about this house in regards to Nazi Germany as well, which this is something that was never disclosed to us. Maybe people didn’t know about it, but I have uncovered such a heavy Nazi Germany uh timeline in this house and I had to clear the heck out of it. And that took me such a long time because the problem was so multi-layered. I kept on uncovering layers and layers and layers of it like over years. And just very recently, I seem to have reached the bottom of this barrel to have finally achieved to clear the very first imprint uh of uh discordant energy through these uh negative timelines here involving that place. So yes, we knew that there’s the history of this place is you know very rich. Let me actually look into my notebook. I have this little notebook. This is my uh gridwork projects notebook. I write things because everything I uncover I learn from. So I write everything down and I revisit in case I ever need to check. So this place used to be a military headquarter and then in the later years it also had different incarnations. It was at once a restaurant, then it was a cinema, then it was a pub, then it became apartments. What I found was that Nazi regimes here in Germany also utilized this place as headquarter and there was also a ballroom which now is demolished and there’s another house that stands there where the ballroom was. But where the main headquarter was, it’s actually right here where I’m standing and well I am I am in the upper floors. There’s more floors down and more above. But um so here, okay, let’s let’s talk a little bit about the Nazi regime timeline because that was a very important one. So this building here is the oldest building in the city. It is from the 1890s and the Nazis and all sorts of elites, they used this place. As I said, it also had a ballroom and events and showcases were taking place here as well. Only two blocks away, there is an actual bunker from the Second World War, which we also rent. We have our music studio there. And I find it so interesting that I came here. I I was magnetized to this place like over 10 years ago. We Yeah, nearly 10 years ago, we started renting the studio in the bunker. And that has been a really weird place to clear. I’m not done with the bunker. That’s a place where um actual bones of people are in the foundations. So, it it’s tough. I don’t know when or how or if I will ever manage to clear it entirely, but I’ve made great progress with it through the years. So, back to here, you understand that the infrastructure was such they were kind of using this their this space here. Uh here it was you know like the vitrine where they were gathering they had their offices and the military headquarters and they also up here where I am these were their private quarters. So they could actually live in here they could actually stay in here and also later when the place was a pub and stuff like that I have even encountered uncovered uh imprints where even there was prostitution and there was a lot of disempowerment. So, it’s a very beautiful building, but it has very painful history. And I have the feeling that this is kind of hush hush, and I understand why. Maybe maybe people didn’t even know about it, but even murders have taken place here. For one, the uh Nazi regime, they were holding events and showcases here. As I said, there was the ballroom as well. So at some point there was a event a series of events that I uncovered when I was trying to clear a number of earthbound spirits from this place. And I have to say through the years the various issues of like earthbound spirits I would feel them. You could feel the discord and energy in the place but it wasn’t always like so harsh. the harsh energies, they were coming from three beings that were stemming from a timeline that was going all the way back to the Roman times. Apparently, what I’ve been shown, the land upon which this house stands, it used to host a temple. that temple was dedicated to the god of war probably Mars that kind of war god archetype. So that was what they were worshiping here. And in that um temple they used to actually uh hold human and animal sacrifices to the gods of war. And there were so many elemental forces that had been corrupted through being introduced to blood basically through blood sacrifice. This is something that happens often. I’m going to be teaching next week in the membership about corrupt elementals. And this is something that happens often in places especially where there was a blood sacrifice because through that a binding is created where it can bind elementals and through them it can even bind u demonic beings and the demonic beings can control the elementals and through that you could even have control over elemental powers aka you could control the weather. Do you know how in old stories about witches and warlocks, we see how the wizards, they were able to control to have control over the uh natural elements like they could cause a flood if they wanted to. They could cause whatever. That’s where that comes from. that comes from actually a deeper reality when it comes to occult practices that involve blood sacrifice and the binding and the corruption of um elementals elemental forces that naturally are uh in our natural world. Okay. So when we’re talking about elemental forces, these are uh linked into you know the soil, the earth, the air element, fire element, water element, you name it. And these three entities that were here, they were guardians of the temple. They were actual souls of priests. So these souls, they had served as priests at that temple, temple keepers. And they showed up at some point and they were contributing a energy of anger to the place and irritation. And it’s so interesting because do you know when they say if you are not in the vicinity energetically of something you cannot perceive it that thing became conscious to me in my awareness when I was navigating through some very challenging things and I was noticing that this energy of anger it was as if there was this constant effort from that energy and frequency of anger to kind of like wedge itself into my experience all the time. So I could sense that these spirits were trying to make me aware of their existence and I was just you know very stubbornly refusing to acknowledge them. So at some point I did acknowledge them and they came forth basically to say that no we’re not going anywhere. You are trespassing. So in a sense, yes, we are trespassing because that place here, you know, before this house was was built and god knows what else, you know, in the antiquity ages, they had their temple here. What happened to them? How did the temple even go down? And then so many times, you know, like I come from Greece and we have that so often where wherever you dig in Greece, you will find some remains of some temple. And when that happens is like all construction of newer houses, it has to be halted. And if that happens to you, it’s a disaster. If you are a contractor, that’s the worst thing that can happen to you because that’s it. Your project is frozen indefinitely. Everything moves very slowly bureaucratically until they decide what they want to do with the place. If they want to, you know, dig out the remains, if you know, it can take decades. So you don’t want that happening to you and stole your projects. And so often what I’ve seen in the south happening is that oh we’ve been digging to build something new. Oh, we stumbled onto something from antiquity. Hush hush. There’s, you know, lots of these cases where you just patch the soil on top and you’re like, nope, nothing to see here. So that you can build normally. And so so many cases, you know, of people they go to live into these newly built houses and it’s madness because they’ve been built on top of ancient, you know, remains of temples and whatnot. And when these energies are not acknowledged, they will wreak havoc because yes, then we are respectlessly trespassing. So with um souls like um these particular three spirits it’s kind of hard to get rid of them because they really are bound by sacred oath. It’s strange at the same time because let’s say myself I consider myself serving what is called you know the cosmic sovereign law of one Christic mission as we say the Christ. We’re talking about the cosmic Christ. This is the energy of sovereignty. The Christ principle to make this here a reality into this world. What does that mean? The Christ principle, it means we are not killing other beings. We’re not spilling their blood. We’re not sacrificing to gods. We see everything as sovereign. So I am aware that I serve a very different paradigm than what for example these three templekeeper souls were serving. And so there’s a big conflict of agendas there. So of course they came up and they were pretty combative. They did not want to leave. And the best thing you can do is you can call help but the best thing you can do is really just read entities their rights and then they go. And I call in always assistance also especially with such cases because imagine the kind of mind control and the kind of consciousness enslavement that these entities must have been experiencing to think that it is their purpose to be guarding a temple where animal and human sacrifice was the norm. like to have them think that this is a noble thing, that this is a good thing. This is um cultural um imprinting. Okay, so their culture said healing beings in the name of that god is good. But that’s not the truth. You know, there’s a difference between cultural um brainwashing basically and the truth that no, nobody should be, you know, blood sacrificed and bound and you know, no, we are sovereign beings. We want to bring back that sovereignty energy into this world. If anything, our entire world is suffering because these practices, these bloodshed practices are from ancient cults perpetuated even still. Okay, that’s exactly the thing that we are up against as as humanity. You know, it’s very much like religious brainwashing where people think that they have to go and blow themselves up in Western countries because, you know, they don’t believe in the same God as we do. So, we have to blow them up because they’re infidels. So, is that a good thing? No, it’s not. But these people, they believe that this is their purpose and they believe that this is a noble thing. So these cases of souls like that or many times I have found here in Germany the souls of soldiers from the second world war and I have to say the Nazi regime which I will return to also because it has history in this very building. uh the Nazi Germany regime, they were using drugs and they were also using trauma-based mind control and satanic ritual abuse on their own soldiers to have them be walking zombies that just are killing machines. And this is something that I don’t see it being spoken openly from a historical perspective. We know that Nazi Germany was so obsessed not only with occult practices but also with the usage of awful chemicals and toxic narcotics and all sorts of stuff. You know they were really doping their people. So when you are taking drugs and you are taking consciousness altering substances and you are also exposed to god knows what other types of conditioning these soldiers must have been exposed to. Um it confuses it splits the soul. So at the time that many of these people died they were very confused. So these are also the kind of souls that I’ve been encountering that it’s very hard to help them move on. Uh it’s not impossible but it’s very hard. It takes a lot of time. You really have to coach them through whatever deranged state you find them in. Um, there’s also lots of suicides among World War II soldiers that I have encountered here in this particular landmass in North Rin Vestfallia as this area is called here in Germany. Um there’s a forest and I have found so many earthbound spirits there because when apparently the Nazi regime fell and the allied powers started encroaching um these soldiers you know because their leadership was gone and had given them up also because you know the regime fell you know what were what were they supposed to do now they didn’t know where to go and so they were going into the forest and they were killing themselves they were committing suicide I cannot can’t tell you how many earthbound spirits I have encountered who exactly they are in a deranged state and they all approach me like especially that forest is so full of that and they all approach you with this incredible panic of I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to do help and I’m like I always have to sit them down sit them down I’m talking now about telepathic ability uh to communicate right like through mediumship. Okay, I’m not talking about physically sitting anybody down. There isn’t someone physically there. I’m talking about earthbound spirits. So, spirits trapped between two worlds because upon their death they were in such trauma that their consciousness didn’t know where to go after they exited their physical body. So, so many of them you just have to sit them down and explain to them, you know what, thank you for your service. The war is over. you are free and that’s a very it needs a lot of uh emotional reserves. So many times I’ve had to overcome whatever it is that I’m going through as a person, as a Lena, as a, you know, 3D person and to find it in me to go and to help these spirits moving on because it’s really like you can’t just let them there you know I don’t let them like that because I don’t know if I go now because today I am burdened with my own stuff. I don’t know if I’m going to meet them again. um when spirit reaches through to speak with you, I think you should honor it because also they are in a completely different dimension than what we operate in. So it really takes a lot of energy for them even to reach through and to say, “Hey, I’m here. I need help.” So wherever I meet them, I try to just, you know, do what I can. And that’s sometimes inconveniencing because maybe I’m out with my bicycle. Maybe I just wanted to go out and chill and relax. Maybe I have my partner with me and we were just planning to do something nice for the day. And here I am saying, “You know what, sweetheart? Sorry. There’s an earthbound spirit that I have to transition.” And my partner, he knows how to do this kind of work himself, too. But I mostly do it. And he’s very understanding as I’m sitting there and meditating and opening opening gateways with my consciousness for these spirits to move on. And I think that’s a very important job. Those of us that are called to this kind of job, it is a really a sacred service. It should not be taken lightly. It should also not be taken as something to, you know, patch more self-importance onto ourselves. It is a calling. If it shows up, you have to answer the call as we say and try to do it with as much integrity as possible. So the Nazi regime here in this particular house, they had done a few showcases of unalivening people through means of gassing them. And I really mean we have these uh basements that nowadays they are storage sellers, okay? And we have our bicycles, we have, you know, storage rooms and whatnot. Well, these were the rooms that were used during some events here to showcase, look, this is what we can do. This is what we have scientifically come up with. Look how efficient this new um gas or tool or whatever is. So the the Nazi regime, they were very much about finding um fast solutions to problems and then also showcasing them to the elites to show their progress. So that was a very welloiled machine of monstrous proportions. What Europe endured during those very dark days of the Second World War uh with Nazi Germany mounting this invasion effort. And the souls of the people who here in this very building were put to their death through means of being gassed. So that this new method or whatever or the the the gas itself, whatever they wanted to showcase to the guests, to the elites that were here during that ball, they were throwing balls here. As I said, there was also a ballroom. And so afterwards, they were like, “Okay, now tonight’s entertainment is maybe we have an artist, they are singing, they’re whatever.” Uh, and now we’re going to go to the basement and we’re going to showcase to you this new scientific breakthrough we’ve had. So they had some people and they gassed them and this happened four times. So four different groups of people were gassed here in this very building. Where do you think their spirits went? That’s right. Nowhere. They were still here. And I cannot describe to you the feeling of gratitude that they washed over me with when I opened something that we call an aqua portal. An aqua portal is uh literally based on on the work of a wonderful grid worker and energy worker called Lisa Renee. She has come up with so many wonderful tools and Aqua Portal is this incredible opportunity for spirits to pass through. This is for big groups especially and I opened an aqua portal for this particular situation and it’s not always that you can do that. I feel I really felt that sometimes we have to ask help from our spirit teams and say listen please come through and hold the portal steady wherever I can’t because my consciousness maybe is not that far yet because maybe today I’m having a headache because today you know you name it. We’re still people. We still have bills to pay. We still have you know people around us who drive us crazy. It’s not that I live in a mountain like a monk. I spend a ton a ton of time outside in nature, but still, you know, here I am very much a physical being. And so ask for help. Even if you bump on things where you feel like I’m not equipped, ask for help. God forces will always pour through to for those for those with a genuine intention and you will find that spirit so often will be the force that is holding steady the field for you to do yeah help uh spirits move on or clear places or evict like with evictions of very negative beings like demonics. This is where spirit comes through. You don’t do it yourself. That’s at least what I have found in my experience. There’s people who they do it themselves 100%. I remember at some point I was listening to a healer and he was saying, “Yeah, with negative entities, you have to become a channel to pass them through you.” And I felt no, that’s not for me. I’m not doing this. No, but um there are ways that our light body becomes a road, a pillar for entities to pass through to reconnect with the light. But I would never do that with let’s say demonics or something. I don’t know. Personally, I wouldn’t do it. Uh but I’ve done it. It has happened spontaneously also sometimes. I didn’t even I didn’t even encourage it. It happened spontaneously where earthbound spirits um passed through my light body and my light body was used as a anchor as a portal for them to reconnect to pop back into source and that’s a relatively newer thing that I comprehend when it happens because I know that it happened many times apparently in my life but I didn’t understand that that was what was happening. I was feeling it very intensely on my body and I thought that I am under some kind of psychic attack or something is wrong with me or I have you know absorbed you know energies or maybe I had an entity attachment no it wasn’t an attachment it was that entities were using my light body to pass through some people we do have this possibility and I don’t think it’s at all times but there will be times in our journeys where we are in a position to do that so here I ended up clearing the souls clearing I mean helping them move on the souls of the people who had been victims uh that were gassed here as part of that scientific so showcase and what they were showing me was that there was a really horrible imprint that that’s what happens and again I was holding a class on energetic imprints just this week in my membership when terrible things happen and they create this imprint and that acts then as a magnet. It creates this vortex where more and more of these kinds of experiences end up happening in that place. And so these imprints, they only get more powerful and of course they invite, you know, that’s how it is. It mutates, it twists, evil mutates. So it invites more and more like freak accidents, weird things happening. And to me, how I see all of this, I think the trigger event was really back in the days of antiquity when there was, as I said, this Roman temple to the god of war and there was systematic sacrifice of living beings and there was blood being shed here and negative entities uh posing apparently as gods. cuz I’m sorry, but if it asks you to kill, to shed blood for it to be happy, it’s not a god. It’s a demonic and it poses as god. And so many cultures have been manipulated into these kinds of transactional relationships with negative beings perceived as god. So I think that was a trigger event. I think that was what created the initial terrible imprints of murder and anger and pain, anguish and yeah, murder definitely. So the Nazis, I have been shown that they were working with psychics like nobody’s business and they were able to know when a place had such a tragic history. And what I was shown was that they were utilizing exactly these kinds of places because there were negative enough imprints for them to continue to harness the negativity through that place. And for example, you know, and I’m going to say this and some people might say Alina, it’s not that deep. I do believe that the Nazi regime was one of the many uh ammonations that we have seen here in our world of satanic influence. And when you work for satanic gestalts, you are not affected by that level of negativity. You thrive on it. So when you find a place that is mired with that kind of negativity, you choose this as your headquarter because it is an energy that sustains you. Same as we, we are beings of the light and we can’t go into places with negativity. It drains us, right? So we will choose as our headquarters places that are filled with organic life force energy. That’s what sustains us. So what I’ve been shown that they were doing the Nazis, they were choosing places that were very traumatized because that was feeding them and it was draining their opponents. whatever poor soul they were going to drag in for interrogation, for torture, for imprisonment, for putting them to their deaths. Um, they they were they were extra pestered by the negative energies of the place. Notice how my throat completely constricted as I’ve been trying to speak and expose on this. So this is very interesting to observe when doing this kind of work and going to places where sometimes you end up bumping on incredible negativity and yet yeah who’s going to clear those very very terrible timelines those very dark pages of human history some of us have to do it so the way I see it the first imprints were there with the temple of the god of war. Then of course multiple things happened in between and there was a timeline also during the first world war or some kind of timing when there was French military presence here and they were using this here as their headquarters. So there was apparently and that’s a new thing that I only uncovered a few days ago. I was having difficulty to sleep because I was feeling like something was pushing down on my chest and my partner also said that he felt like as if his airways were constricted. When I inquired into that, I ended up uncovering yet another layer of gruesome history here of this other than that very beautiful building. Apparently, there was a French commander who was stationed here. And as I said, this floor, I believe they had their private quarters where our bathroom is right now. This is where apparently his bedroom was. Now, this guy liked to entertain prostitutes, but he was a little bit freaky in the sense that he liked to engage in like choking them. Now, keep that in mind because it’s getting interesting also in modern day with some events that we also had playing out in these last weeks with a neighbor who got deranged and attacked us and tried to murder us. He was also obsessed with killing us through hanging us. So, I find that very interesting parallel. So anyways, that guy, that French commander, he killed three women in this very apartment where our bathroom is, he killed them by choking them during the sexual act. That was not an accident. He had murder on his mind. Killed three women, although he entertained multiple women who were prostituting themselves here. So there was also this imprint of prostitution of like disempowerment women in that time having to you know do that uh profession not really because they enjoyed it but because you know they needed the funds that it provided and so that was yet another imprint that I bumped onto and I had to clear all of these things and I had to also clear the three women the three women were here still the reason why they didn’t leave in previous energy work that I had done here opening portals and you know escorting earthbound spirits back to source. Why they didn’t leave was because they wanted me to see the exact history that occurred. They wanted me to to see and they they showed me of course as a person who receives telepathically the information. I don’t feel their emotions always. That’s a saving grace because so many of the stuff that earthbound spirits will show you, they are very gruesome. They showed me how this commander killed them by uh you know crashing their windpipe basically. I’m grateful that I don’t have to feel these things, but that I just receive the information through clear cognissance, through inner knowing, like I get the whole download and I know exactly what happened as if I was there, but minus the emotional experiencing, which is great because in my early days doing mediumship, I was also getting the emotional or the actual physical experiencing and that was knocking me out for days. So I feel that what changed was first of all something happened inside of me where I felt you know life experience occurred and I just changed as a person and I really started embodying a little bit of a different consciousness from a person that had zero boundaries and I was just allowing everything in to suddenly a person who said no if you want to show me you’re just going to show me. I don’t need to experience it. I don’t need to relive it the way it just show me and that’s enough. I will be a witness. I will hold space for you. I don’t have to experience it as if I am you. And another thing that happened was I discovered the 12D shield technique, which that’s all I need to say. I used to be wiped out for weeks after I would do transitionings and clearings. And since I’ve been using the 12D shield, I’m good. So if there’s any place you want to start from, I would say start with doing 12D shield technique every single day. One time when you wake up, one time before you go to bed and anytime in between you feel things coming into your space and you still are, you know, working out your own boundaries. That was also very interesting that I never I could never visualize a circle around me. I could never visualize any boundary around me. So that has also changed with the 12D shield. So these experiences where the French commander had killed those women by uh suffocating them, it had left an imprint apparently that was dealing with suffocation. And so there was another woman in the more modern times that was kind of like an elderly lady and apparently she died in her sleep where our bedroom now is. So that’s why we couldn’t sleep at night. That spirit was always there. But just recently it chose to make itself uh known to us and it started with giving us these sensations like as if we are choking in our sleep because that’s what happened to her. She died in her sleep like something maybe her heart or her lungs but she suffocated in her sleep and that was something that happened organically. You would say she died of natural causes in her sleep. But this only got manifested because there was this trigger event of that French commander who killed these three women through suffocation that created that imprint. Why I’m saying this is because you will see that the terrible things that have happened in a place and they have created an imprint that completely hijacks the manifestation template of the place and of the people who enter that place. So you could be moving somewhere and suddenly having experiences that are, you know, they’re a manifestation of the negative imprint that is hovering around. That’s why it’s so important that we’re clearing our spaces. I have a class um in my membership called uh sacred housekeeping and I also have a class that is called how to be a ghost whisperer. Feel free to check those out. When we consider that in the Roman temple, many of the sacrificial offerings were killed by being burnt, that also brings the imprint of suffocation. um as far as I know dying on the steak on the p you die mostly of suffocation first and you know so and then there was that imprint from the Nazi regime timeline from those people that were gassed here and again we have the suffocation element specifically these um groups of spirits from the Nazi timeline they showed up First, the first thing they showed me was they showed me lungs. They showed me a pair of lungs and I was like, “What? What is this?” Cuz I didn’t know. I was just meditating and I was like, “I’m feeling this terrible energy. What is that?” And I started meditating to see what it is. And I saw lungs. So apparently what happened to them was not only they were gassed to death but afterwards again that’s why I’m telling you the Nazis they were [ __ ] sorry they were very very sick and messed up. They took the bodies and they showcased to the guests the elites there at the party look how efficient this gas that we’re using is that look at what happens to the lungs. So they opened the victims and dissected them and took out the lungs to examine them and to showcase the damage and then kept the lungs as archive. Now anytime you have the removal of organs, this is considered stealing of organs in a ritualistic manner and the consciousness that the organs are linking into. For example, lungs, they deal with grief, but also they deal with, you know, air, the air that we breathe, right? So, it’s the quintessential birthright to life. And that was what was stolen from these people. And so, here in this house, there was still this imprint of suddenly something happening and someone just like that showing up one day and taking that divine birthright of life, taking that away from you. Which brings us to the current events where I have a neighbor who lives right next door to me. And I really mean, you know, our apartments, our doors are facing. We’re on the same floor. So, this young guy, apparently, he got crazy because last September, he started showing up in front of our door and making gestures that he was going to hang us. And he started telling us and shouting that he would murder us by hanging us, both me and my partner. And he was also doing all sorts of things from leaving under our doormat like some weird, it looked like a noose. So again, there you have it that he wants to hang us. He wants to kill us by hanging us. And it was very weird and obnoxious because he even told us face to face. There was a little bit like a confrontation. And a few weeks ago, he actually made his move. We tried to report him to the police, but back then the police, they didn’t take it seriously. They were like, “H, you know, someone says something.” So, we did not sue him back then, but thank God we sued him at some point later. And then, um, we were walking outside of our door with my partner and he attacked us physically. I don’t know what his intention was, but considering that he had been telling us that he plans to murder us by hanging us, I guess he was planning to murder us. I guess he just decided, okay, that’s it. I’ve been saying it since September that I’m going to do that. Now I’m doing it. I don’t know why he chose that day, but he chose that day and he attacked us. My partner, he was able to really take care of him. He was able to, you know, hold him on the floor. Of course, I was screaming like I was hysterical. And uh neighbors came out and you know, we called the police and my partner, he was able to keep the aggressor on the floor until the police came and so all good. Nobody got harmed. But do you see again this imprint of murderers intent now after this? because I was very shaken. Um I was doing a lot of clearings here at home because alone the imprint the energetic emanation of something so traumatic such as you know you’re just walking outside of your door and you’re getting attacked by someone. It I could still feel it hovering in the air. So I did quite a lot of you know energy clearing work to get rid of that. And as I was working to shield my space even more because this guy, I think he’s getting kicked out of here. He’s not staying here. There’s legal proceedings underway. The funny thing is that now he claims that we attacked him. So I don’t even have to comment on that. Um but the thing is there’s legal proceedings underway and he has been you know he he has been served notice of eviction and he has accepted to move out I guess at some point by July. So there’s that but in the meantime you know he’s here. So I was uh working a lot with shielding my space energetically for me to feel more secure because I do believe I believe in my energy work. And this guy also it’s not something that I’m bragging about nor am I saying do retaliatory energy work on people. No, everybody gets what they get because everybody gets what what they get. Life sorts it out this way. You don’t have to do anything. It’s you know but I have also reported him spiritually. This is a technique that is very strong. I have used it multiple times with people who tried to uh murder me, people who tried to extort me, people who tried to do very shady things. And I have seen that every time I have done this reporting, it really brings complete and total annihilation to that person. It’s not me doing that. It’s literally if you have strong spiritual connection and you report to that connection, hey, that person tried to murder me or attacked me or whatever, investigate them. They are contributing disruption to divine will. Use whatever wording feels right to you. Um, I have seen that people really have had their whole life turned upside down. Again, this is not bragging. This is really just as a matter of fact describing what I’ve seen happening. So consider for such super like serious situations. I’m not saying somebody pissed you off and now you go around reporting them. It’s not going to work also in such cases. But with such serious cases when someone actually has put a death mark on you for whatever they woke up one day and their brains were off cuz really this guy he had no reason to do something like that. Really no reason. We we really we had no connection. Six years that I live here. I’ve spoken to him five times and every time there was never a problem. He was always very polite. I was always polite. Um, we even had like a common calendar to check like, you know, for cleaning the staircase. We never had an issue. Two years ago when we were going to travel to Scotland, I knocked on his door and I said, “Hey, can you take out the garbage cuz we’re going to be gone for Scotland.” He was like, “Yeah, yeah, sure. No problem.” Although, he lied back then. He said, “Um, yeah, but I can only do it for a few days because then I am on vacation.” And he was not on vacation. When we came back, he was not on vacation. So, he lied. So, I don’t know. But he’s generally very manipulative. I know now from his behaviors that he’s unstable. So there’s that. But when people just really are taken over by something and they suddenly want to undo you, I think it’s self-defense and it is in order to do uh karmic reporting to do karmic uh to do spiritual reporting and that’s it. your spiritual committee takes care of it from then and on. At least this has been my experience and in such cases I do have to say don’t do anything stupid. I’ve seen that especially the last couple of years there’s a lot of negative energy that is trying to throw out of path lots of light workers. So, we want to be very careful because there’s negative energies that really try to provoke us into acting in manners that are not ours and to get us to break our integrity. So, be careful with that. Don’t play into the game. Use whatever legal avenues you have. You bet I’m suing his butt off. You bet I’m dragging him to court like until he’s at his end because he tried really uh to over months now with the stalking and the harassment and the intimidation and the actual death threats every single day. Do you know what I have been like navigating here for months and months? Like having every single day death threats of being hanged of you’re going to be hanged, you’re going to die, you’re going to having such things being shouted at you through the walls cuz you know our wall in the kitchen is just one wall away and brooding and having all of this terrible um energy thrown at you from a person where I’m like what is your problem? I don’t know if he’s on drugs. It looks like that. It looks like he’s psy psychotic or something, but that’s not for me to judge. I’m not a professional. I can’t tell. I just know that this is a person that has zero regard for any rules or laws. He’s manipulative and he is arrogant because when I confronted him one time and I shouted through my door, I said, “Why are you doing this? Go away. I’m going to the police.” And he said, “You can’t do anything to me.” uh you know so he really thought that there would be no consequences. He found the wrong person to do that too. But anyways, as I said, use all of the legal avenues that you have available to you and drag their ass. Don’t let anybody try to intimidate you or try to harm you. Yes, we are here to experience, you know, contrasting experience and not everything is going to be great all the time, but we are not here to be abused. We are not here to be abused. We’re not here to be killed off. We’re not here to be threatened and, you know, like tortured and abused and harassed and stalked on our day-to-day. That’s not what we are here for. And the last two years, I have to say this, the last two years is where my work as a grid worker and energy worker with the land, it has gotten like this boom. And that’s when the dark harassment started. Last year alone, within 6 months, I was almost, thank God, almost assaulted four or five times. And it was always, you know, outside in nature or whatever. you’re really just minding your own business and then some deranged man shows up and tries to sexually harass you. And a couple of weeks ago also a guy I was sitting out and meditating and I was doing actually clearing work. I was clearing a piece of land and this guy comes from behind me and he called me some very nasty stuff and he started running to come around to get to me and I heard my my spiritual guidance and they were like get up run he has murder on his mind. So this is a imprint that I see very it’s very common here in Northrine Vaspalia. This is because there is long history here on this land of war. But there’s also really something about it’s even I’m not talking just about World War II and the obvious stuff. No, I really mean the other day I was clearing a field and there was the imprint from an attack like a war attack from the 1100s where some Viking looking type of clan attacked some peaceful um early Germanic pagan people who had their encampment on that field. And that’s the same signature there. you’re just minding your business and suddenly someone who’s deranged, a deranged culture, a deranged, you know, uh, group of people or other nationality, they just come at you and they kill you off and they take away your life. That is an imprint that at least, I mean, I’m sure it’s all over the world because our world, our planet has all of these terrible, gruesome histories for centuries. We’ve, you know, humanity has been killing each other off. But especially here in Germany, this has been the piece that I’ve had to occupy myself with the last 10 years. When I’m not doing grid work on that, then it is because I’m looking at it on a day-to-day basis through people through people showing up in your life and they want to be friends only to become this hostile thing towards you. Last year, I even had to sever chords with a young man who was a musician, fellow musician. And for those who don’t know, I’m also a recording artist and I very much have my own discoraphy and I still do my music videos and I record new albums. And this young guy came in and he wanted to be helpful. He was like, I’m going to help you with your music videos. So, we ended up becoming friends and he met my partner and he kind of became like this. Oh, we are such good friends and stuff like that. This guy had really really weird stuff in his mind. Really weird intentions. I do know how he had a pornography addiction. This is always coming with that that’s not a judgment but this is always coming with severe entity attachment issues. And anyways this person their behavior started shifting you know when it always happens like that when predator mindset kind of people enter your life and they get the green light they feel that you trust them they feel like they have infiltrated your inner circle that’s when you know the masks drop and you start to see their actual intentions so I had to to cut him off and I and he wouldn’t stop and I had to actually tell him if you don’t stop I’m going to report you spiritually and you’re not going to like what comes back. I warned him even on that. And then I didn’t hear back from him and I also felt that he stopped obsessing over us. Um I’m not a person that just recklessly goes around or like I know a lot of energy practitioners they go around throwing hexes and curses. I don’t do that. I clear that stuff from people. But I know, make no mistake, I know how to fight back and it’s not it’s not to be played with because I have to say this also when you have a contract and you have a job to do, you don’t work alone. And many of us, we don’t know that we have these huge contracts sometimes and we don’t know that we are not alone. And so things like these might intimidate us. Not me. And I’m saying this with all seriousness. At this point in my life, not me. The two years that have gone by since I started doing grid work almost every day, I have received incredible harassment and incredible attacks. And I think that’s something that comes with the territory. That’s something that I’m planning also to talk about, not this coming week, but the next week in my membership. I’m planning to do a class on how also to deal with harassment when it comes to derail you from doing these very important energy clearing uh projects because I feel that there are forces that don’t want us to be going around and clearing places because how can I say this? There’s very ancient things that are evil and they continue to be fed when huge numbers of earthbound spirits maybe of people who fell at wars or whatever when they are still stuck there. They feed something with their energy. Those very ancient evil structures. And now when you and I and everybody goes around and we start clearing, you know, places and we set spirits free and this and that, suddenly these evil structures, they’re losing their their battery that was sustaining them. So they will send out uh all sorts of things to try to take you out. And the last two years it has been this non-stop. It started in 2024 when they even brought a woman in my life that we became friends with and she was also a healer and stuff like that. And I realized how we were going to places together to do clearing work or healing work for the land. And I realized that that me and her we were working different agendas. So many places I have been sent back by spirit. go there where you were with that woman and go and clear whatever the heck she put in the waters in that place and that I was clearing the waters from a place the other day because she blessed the waters but what spirit was showing me she actually consecrated the waters to something very very negative. Many people are not aware that they work with opposer energies and that’s again not a judgment cuz everybody has their own spiritual path. Maybe that’s also a a spiritual evolutionary journey also for her or other people who work with uh false light or whatever. Maybe you know that’s part of their own evolution too. You know we all have a role to play here. There comes a time, I think, where things have to get clear and so many things have to be cut off and there’s need to be a commitment to integrity 100%. And that’s a very difficult path. And when you start doing that, you’re going to have to cut people out. You’re going to have to cut out things, cultures, careers, whatever, mindsets, versions of yourself. and retaliation will come from that because again there are systems that are not fed by your energy anymore. So they will retaliate. They will stand up and say who do you think you are? Where do you think you’re going? That’s been an interesting experience for me to learn to step more into my warrior archetype because I’ve always been a person where in my book everybody is a friend. Not everybody is a friend. I’m learning and it doesn’t mean that we have to have hatred for others. Um even with my neighbor, you know, I the first days that he was really going crazy, I really sat down and tried to with my consciousness to reach through to his higher self, I found nothing there, which is also what shows me that this person is completely taken over by something else. This is very common with people who take uh substances, take drugs or have incredible trauma and they have fallen into psychosis or they have fallen into spiritual oppression, spiritual possession, spiritual attachments so much so that they have been switched out and something else now is operating them. Um but I tried to reach through and see if I could help the being, the actual being inside. And I understood, no, it’s not my job to save anyone. And I don’t hate you, but you try to come at me, there are consequences, and you are not going to like them. And the last two years, I’ve had to learn that. I’ve had to learn to be okay with that, with giving people consequences for their actions. Do you know how upset it has made people around me? I have received incredible war from my own family, from the family of my partner that I also have cut off because they were also very problematic, very manipulative, very psychologically abusive and then trying to make their discomfort because I set boundaries and now they feel discomfort and they try to make that discomfort your problem. And when that doesn’t even work, there’s psychic attack. There’s all sorts of shitty energies that are directed at you all the time. And for me as a telepathic medium, I can see that and I can sense that and I can trace it back to where it comes from. And if you don’t work from integrity, it’s very hard. And I get the temptation to say, h, let me hex you. Let me do this or that to you. I get the temptation, but it’s just not how I operate. But as I said, I have developed this tool through the years of reporting people to spiritual committees that are responsible for investigating individuals and looking into what are they doing and what are they working with and uh if they disrupt divine order to the point that it messes up with divine contracts. I have seen that sometimes even these people are being taken out. It’s not you doing anything, but it’s like suddenly I don’t know, someone is sitting at their home and they’re having a stroke. Someone is sitting there and suddenly a car falls on them. I I’m not I’m not um exaggerating now, right? I have actually seen these things. There was a guy that I used to work for over 10 years ago and he was going to Costa Rica and working with bruhas and shamans doing black magic against me because I called this guy out as a pedophile who was traveling to Thailand and Costa Rica for sex tourism with children. and I lost my job and this guy uh really really for years afterwards he was obsessed and wouldn’t let us be until that was around the time actually that that the my spiritual committee made this tool available to me or presented to me it’s not available to me it’s available to everybody it’s it’s a thing that we can actually do as self-defense as people who know how to direct energy there’s a lot of other tools of course that I’m not going to just you know put out here because I don’t know who is watching. I would never give all of my tools so that potentially, you know, people who have evil intentions can know how to counteract. No, but it is something that we can do and we have to learn to step into the warrior archetype. The last two years, all of these experiences of dark harassment from every corner imaginable, they have been so intense that I had to learn. I even had to get my partner to teach me how to fight physically. Um, I used to be very upset when I would have to assert myself physically because, you know, I had a very violent childhood and it took me a while to break through and that was such a healing experience. Um, but yes, nowadays I’m at the point where I’m not afraid to throw hands and break arms and whatever else. I had to step into that too. And we have to step into that space. If if that’s you know something that our path is moving us towards, we have to step into territories where we get nasty. If our opponents are nasty, we have to know to be nasty too. Nasty in the sense that no, you will get resistance from me. You will get consequences from me. I had to get comfortable with dragging people to court. I had another instance of some people who were stealing money from us. And at first I let it go for a couple of years. And then they kept on doing more and more and more. And at some point I was like, listen, enough is enough. And I dragged them to court. And of course, we won and we got compensated and everything. But during us moving towards taking them to court, they tried all sorts of intimidation tactics. And I knew right there and then that I’m not going to give up. And I did everything that I could in my power to stay in integrity, but also to not let this harassment put me in a corner where now I am not living my life the way I want to because someone has harassed me and intimidate me, intimidated me into becoming a shadow of myself because that’s what they wanted and that’s what they want. It’s not my experience is not unique. That’s why I’m sharing it here because I know that currently the world is dealing with these things at large. Light workers are being you know pushed from all corners and that’s the time where we need to showcase bravery, courage and we have to be giving people consequences. People talk about karma like oh this person did this and that they’re going to get karma. Spirit told me two years ago that sometimes some of us we are placed in other people’s path to deliver the karma. They have to do something to you and then you deliver the karma always as I said through the natural laws of sovereignty. You don’t do something illegal. You don’t do something that goes against the natural laws. No, we’re talking here within the frames of self-defense, but that’s it. Even self-defense takes courage because tell me how many times and the system around us also conditions us to just let things slide like that someone would come up and do something terrible to you or threaten you or actually try to murder you and you would be like, “Yeah, it’s okay now. Just let it go. Just I just want to move on. I just want to live my life. I just want to have my peace.” Yes, we all want to have our peace. But that’s how predators go around and they continue, you know, to feel like, oh, I can do whatever the heck I want because there’s no consequences. No, some of us we are being placed there to deliver consequences. So that these kinds of people learn that no sir lady, you cannot be going around terrorizing everybody. There are consequences. And yeah, as I said, we don’t want to be the ones delivering consequences to people. We are so uncomfortable with that. For me, as I said, it has taken me two years of constant harassment to understand that. And I went crying to my spirit team and I said, why? Why is all of that happening? Why you’re not protecting me? Why all of this negativity? And literally what I got was when are you going to understand? You’re exactly where you need to be. And the more you let things slide, the more new harassments will come so that you finally find it in you to step up and fight back. So this has been very interesting because all of these things have been going on with grid work and energy work with the land and clearing energies from spaces as the backdrop to all of these experiences. my good friend Nii like I’m if you’re here I have been so lucky to have a new friend Nichi and she’s been holding my hand through it all which is I’ll leave it at that because I’m going to start crying you know but that’s also what I want to say life will bring you people who are able to meet you at that same level anyone else I would have discussed all of these things with I would have gotten the same same newagy gaslighty kind of stuff like oh girl you must be attracting all that stuff. So very few people I feel at this time and the way the spirituality communities are developing more and more into escapism and laand mindsets um I think very few people are able to come to terms with harsh truths and sometimes the harsh truth is that there’s very challenging things that happen to the world and that have happened And that now us as energy healers, as energy workers, we’re being called to deal with these things. It’s in our day-to-day life, you know, with things like what I just described. There you go. We had also a little a little life update. We used to do these chatty hangouts. Do you remember? We should do some more of these again. In a sense, this video feels very much like a chatty hangout. It’s like tea and hangout. that my tea is cold in the meantime, but I have I I actually have I like tea when it’s a little bit colder. Like what I would throw ice cubes in it. So whether it is in our day-to-day or whether it is exactly you live in a place and you are uncovering layer by layer the traumatic histories that have happened there and you’re clearing them. You have a role and you’re positioned there because someone has to do that which only you can do the way you can do it. So yeah, you understand that this house here has been a wonderful home for us, but it has been very challenging to clear it energetically. And I feel like just now, 60 years later, I’m finally at a place where I think I have it more under control because really, we used to have so many portals and I would clear the place and new entities would show up all the time and I was like, where the heck do they come from? Like, didn’t I just clear it? and having a person who is addicted to drugs like my neighbor or maybe he’s just psychotic. I don’t know. I think it’s both. I think maybe he has psychosis due to taking drugs. That’s my personal um understanding because when I looked at him, his eyes were black. There was one time that I looked at him and his eyes were black. Like full black. I don’t mean his pupils dilated. No, I really mean black. the whole almond shape inside everything black like you see in the movies sometimes when they show you like I don’t know aliens or demons or whatever I don’t know it was all black I’ve never seen something like that but I have heard that this is a sign of full-on possession and you see this person’s aura is gray a dark gray you see him walking and he has things hovering around him again that’s my personal observation as an energy healer I’m saying this because you never know who could be watching. And this is my perspective, my personal observation. Every time I have seen people with these dark or black clouds following them instead of an actual aura, um it has always been very deep dark spiritual oppressions that the person is dealing with. So yeah, imagine also living a wall away from such an individual with their fluctuations, with their stinky energy. It has been a process to keep the space high vibrational and I have done a pretty good job, I think. So, I hope you enjoyed this little tea time with all of these very, very intense stories. Yeah, that’s the house I live in. And I feel like my role as its guardian is to continue for some time still, but I definitely feel that spirit wants to move me from here at some point. But for the time being, here we are. I really had to be here at this time to claim this space for organic God source consciousness. And I’m noticing that since I started really um being very intentional about the boundaries, uh I noticed that also my neighbor is not affecting us at all with his energy because there was a time that really it was very hard to contain the energy and there were spills all the time from the apartment next door over 2 hours. Um what you do in front of your front house door is very important. I have installed multiple vortexes for shadow um energies to be cleared through those vortexes. That’s also something that I’m going to be talking about in the membership in the next weeks. I have this planetary stewardship one-on-one series of classes that I’m doing. Also, couple of weeks ago, we did a class on clearing vows and blood covenants. And I think that’s also very relevant because and it’s good to know these tools because we also did a class on pendulum dowsing and unlocking intuitive uh perception. Okay. And I think that’s also another very important faculty is you know energy workers perceiving energy having a good connection with our intuition. So I don’t have all the answers by far not I’m not perfect I learn every single day as you can tell but everything I have uncovered that I’ve seen that it works and it’s been beneficial. It is my intention and I’m starting to put all of these things in my sacred alchemists membership. That’s what the membership is about. Sacred alchemists. It really means that we take on our path. We accept our path as alchemists and we consecrate it as sacred. We consecrate it in service to organic God’s source. And I think that’s something that we need to get serious about in spirituality communities because I see a lot of hocus pocus being sold as, you know, like this whole magical thinking about things. Meanwhile, there’s so much hidden realities and aspects that no, we poo poo those things. We don’t even want to talk about these things. Some of these things are, you know, very negative. You shouldn’t talk about them. You’re giving them strength. you’re giving them power. Well, you know what? When I first moved here, I was still very much in my love and light only phase. And you see how it completely made me half blind where I could not perceive all of these earthbound situations that were here and they were waiting. They needed help. So, we were getting all of the hideous energy, but I couldn’t perceive where does that come from? Because in my mind I was like there’s no darkness. There’s only love and light and that doesn’t help. Sometimes we do have to discuss those very challenging truths. At some point, my spirit team years ago, I think around the pandemic when it started, they started presenting to me a lot of very challenging information. And they told me, you know what, if you want to work for the light, you have to get well-versed and comfortable with the darkness as well. Yeah, it took me some years to fully be okay with it, but um definitely I’m not anymore um you know ignoring things because they feel uncomfortable. I don’t think I ever actually did that, but I felt bad for entertaining negative stuff um because of all of the spiritual teachings that were saying you should only focus on the positive things. Trust me, I was on a very positively focused uh phase of my life when all the dark harassment started arriving and none of these positive thinking coaches could give me any answers about what was going on. That was good for me because I had to find the answers myself through myself and through my spiritual team. But definitely it was confusing. It was confusing. I also had to make peace with the fact that these challenging and taboo issues like what do you mean you go to places and you clear them? What do you mean? Like you guys almost every place is haunted. Almost every place is haunted. The question is to what degree and to what degree we we comprehend it and what to what degree we can actually do something about it. And the more equipped you are to clear at a deeper level, yeah, the more uh deep uncomfortable taboo things will be showing themselves to you because you are able to do something about them. So yeah, I’m going to keep on living in this house until life moves me on to another project. And until then, I’m happy to be its guardian. I’m happy to have helped countless spirits move on from this location. It’s a location with very, very loaded history. We came here and it was really shown to us as this new, you know, beautifully renovated. They renovated it. They gutted it completely in 1995 if I’m not mistaken. And they redid everything. So you can definitely feel that it has a very uplifting, beautiful energy, but that doesn’t mean that everything else that was underneath was not underneath. So yeah, it has been a great journey. So I hope you’re all doing well and I will see you soon again hopefully here on Alina’s Alchemy unless my neighbor decides to kill me and actually manages it. My god, that was I’m going to say this and then I’m I’m going to head off. That was the weirdest experience ever. I literally saw a blunt force body attack and happening in front of my eyes. God protected me. That just in this moment that this guy attacked us with his whole body, God protected me that I took a step back in that moment because I wanted to grab something from the apartment. And so my man ended up, you know, receiving all of the like really the guy, he went for a full body takedown, I guess. I don’t know cuz I saw my man and him two bodies just flying through the corridor and it was madness. And if I had received this attack on my body, I would have been dead. First of all, I would have hit my head back on the wall somewhere and I would have been out cold and uh my man received the attack on his body, which is literally the best thing that could happen because my man is just built like that and he could take it and he’s able to fight physically. So, I mean, my partner didn’t fight him, and that shows, I think, also his moral character that he really just did as much as was necessary to really like immobilize the attacker. I think anybody else would have done really bad stuff on that guy. So that was one more of these times that I really felt very proud of my partner because his ethos really shines through in in even in such moments and that was a very very freaky experience I have to say. I hope that is the end of it and I hope he doesn’t try again to do stuff. Um, if he does, we will have to find out what happens. I am full in trust and confidence in divine protection. And if something happens and it’s my time, then it was my time. Then pray for me. you know, pray for me that I find my way uh back to organic God’s source. Um, but I would definitely prefer that I don’t have my life ending at the hands of a drugged, deranged person and that I would still have the opportunity to, you know, move on with my life and do the great things that I feel I’m here to accomplish. We will have to see. I love you all and I send you much love and have a good one.